Thursday, September 1, 2011

Whatever You're doing...inside of me...

...it feels like chaos...yet somehow there's peace....

(Lyrics to Sanctus Reale's song)...

This phrase has been sung over and over and over again for hours today. To the point where it hurt. I was constantly singing it in my head then annoyed when I would realize what I was singing...again. It amazes me how God uses song to speak to me. And then how it stops in my head when I sit and listen to the song. So finally tonight, Dean and I did. And I had no idea what the words to the song were until tonight. Oh He's up to something..

Today has been quite a day. And it ended with ok let's stop and pray for His timing and His clear path. If He's calling us to adoption NOW then that trumps everything. We are open to what He has. Completely. Our plan is to take this week...weeks to pray. No decisions unless they are clear, direct, can't miss them...from Him. We are working so hard on paying of this one chunk of debt and feel strongly about our responsibility to do so.

Here's the song...

ahhh..

God, one day I'll figure this all out and everything will make sense...

It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
All I can do is surrender

(Chorus)
Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Revaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow your will
or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is you want from me
I give everything I surrender...
To...

(Chorus)

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to to release all my held back tears

Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something heavenly

Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This something bigger than me
Larger than life something heavenly
Something heavenly

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