yes, I have been checking every day for you to say "TA!!!!!"I am so sorry...it is coming so soon...you will not wait forever..I also wanted to comment on your other post about not really feeling like going...I totally understood that feeling. I felt the same way at least a few times before we went to China last year. And I felt that 7 times before the pending labor of my bio kids. I just want to encourage you that courage does not mean you are happy about having to do something or don't have fears, it means that you trust God and do it because He is there with you and you have Faith.